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Machine

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1.
Dragon 03:23
This recurring feeling of fire in my stomach the crumbling ceiling of my mind, I am out of fights to define my life to ascend here or accept my calling the beast, destroyer of all things I am the Dragon with bloody jaws like your father with his jagged saw or your mother with her sharp claws your tired mind with its earthly flaws Oh if I wanted to live, I would slip under the light and roam the quiet streets at night But I have wings, I am a hundred feet long and I can only see myself in this cave with my old distant ways but you want to believe in things you haven’t seen you're living with the stars and i’m still squinting at the beams I am the Dragon with bloody jaws like your father with his jagged saw or your mother with her sharp claws your tired mind with its earthly flaws I saw you scaling the ledge little hero, with your torch in hand that fire! like a secret to tell all alone, I heard talking to yourself Here in this sand I lie, a captive here until I die but you came back, you came back! little hero with your precious plan I am the Dragon with bloody jaws like your father with his jagged saw or your mother with her sharp claws your tired mind with its earthly flaws
2.
Dragon II 03:55
A decision to stumble on my thoughts swarming above obsessions to complicate the light that I have long ignored Taking my time to uncover the path that defines my past making the climb to realign this body that is mine Control on overdrive just know that I try to draw back my life from the echoes of the night A distorted sense of confidence my body, wandering thin twisting itself out any chance to give in Taking my time to uncover the path that defines my past making the climb to realign this body that is mine Control on overdrive just know that I try to draw back my life from the echoes of the night The eternal sedative of night I want to believe that someday I’ll be the one I see in this daydream the way your eyes gleam towards the sun Control on overdrive just know that I try
3.
Shadow 03:36
Desire, a tempting hand (pull me closer to the plan) control what you can, my beloved friend our only chance You don’t have to win to dance with the thoughts, you carry your shadow follows close charmed by the things you bury Like a fire that strengthens the interest of its own invention towards a glittered force bursting through the door You don’t have to win to dance with the thoughts, you carry your shadow follows close charmed by the things you bury Who am I kidding? I’ve been at this for infinity the torment, the failures, the purpose I am indebted to, as the eyes of the night I decide (decide) to never look back You don’t have to win to dance with the thoughts, you carry your shadow follows close charmed by the things you bury
4.
Machine 02:36
The shrouded feelings of life a seemingly endless insufferable time is that true? you "work the machine because you have to"? There is heart I believe is true there are eyes looking out for you Only you can find a reason to keep yourself alive that’s nothing new two worlds in front of you There is heart I believe is true there are eyes looking out for you The shrouded feelings of life a seemingly endless insufferable time is that true? you "work the machine because you have to"? Two worlds and the understanding desire evolves when the plan is failing often To wait where I am standing means I will never learn to fall and in the end, we’ll accept the answers we had all along two worlds, the places I belong Plague of my life plug me inside
5.
Close to the end of this dream I often have where I stop to look at you wrapped in the arms of the still night your hand stretched out to pull me towards a tireless light your eyes engage, and for once I feel found your ancient vow resounds And all I can say - it’s not goodbye I’ll find you in the next life and every day I’ll assume the wait and when our eyes lock I’ll know I am in the right place Return to the feverish night I lie awake ready to lean into this life When I was young and everything had its meaning and we didn’t care to make sense of it or try to cling on to today – I know it’s all you have but I don't mind even when i'm sad i've grown so cold and suppressed my light but today I know it’s mine Here you stand at the gate at the home of recent fate eager to apply this moment you worked for If you never believed, there would never be a door to open and be pulled towards the truth that you once ignored the light was always yours Shadow or light, I am tired of siding so, I decide they’re both worth fighting for this droll sentiment I will thread into my heart until the end
6.
We hurried through a crowd of hands fumbling a vacant crown who might have betrayed tasted the end of the Slayer’s blade All of this for an endless night? I don’t want to be something that just exists I want to walk with the light, I want to talk with it To know your loss will never vanish, yet the soul is an ember that endures to lead you from the ruins of your past to the moment you break through and the only meaning you have is here in the vale of your hands Do I stay or do I run far away? a liminal space trying to relate When your body beckon’s decay and the world you wanted blurs the sorrow you sought to evade Was it better to climb out than standing there just looking around? You just have to go, no time to think how what you wish you found has always been here, just look around I don’t think life here is meant for me in the ways I’ve whittled it way down our backs to the ground in caverns we prowled, dreaming about the persistence of the clouds and all that lives beneath them eccentric disguise – the vagueness of life the prospect to die at the same time
7.
Mage 03:17
It's all we need a blinding sun, the silence strung to the untied path we run Late into the night we saw them, a cloaked figure aimlessly in flight they said, “I don’t know where I am going I just know that I am on my way when I regard myself as my own best friend This offer I extend there is a mage with flames for hands and bones in a grave of the undead land find them, tell them all about your plan” We walked away in search of the mage this world is a mystery, and it was getting late Here I am, a mage with flames for hands will the mortals understand that I am just like them? burning with a purpose, destroying all I have claimed a solitary mind with thoughts impossible tame
8.
Lilac 04:35
Right before you become two open eyes, you are a feather in flight fastened to the night and honestly, when all is done I offer you my eyes to see the world one more time It was crash-landing, a snake in the plan your memory gnawed at the blood in my hands I felt so alone the last time you came home How you drew your bow so fast, so long to the past when time was only a shoulder tap we buried you in the lilac and lingering there was burning trap but I kept coming back to the only world I know continuing to grow from the debris of my experience Compelled by the fire lost, devoted to desire possessor, sheathe your blade where I stand You are the ancient furnace of the dragon’s stomach you are the thundering call of its fearless summit There was a time where I was never quite found then I opened my heart and emerged from the ground to this outside world your love was an entrance to a life deserved, unexpected to this outside world our minds were the exit to a truth we learned and once neglected
9.
Clouds 03:15
Laid down, sprawling the past still calling you’re quiet for a dreamer are these thoughts someone else’s or are they mine? their compulsive schemes designed I wonder Do they even matter? – that’s the most romantic part a scattered mind opens the lock to the devoted buried feelings and patterns repeating Beholding yourself as different as you watch the city dissolve into ashes Is it everything you dreamed of? It’s mortal sound below the undone clouds above the land to which you are bound There's no better timing for your restless, fabled mind waiting for the perfect time to live without a body to live among the sound Ever since I found out about this world above the ground I've been waiting for you That's the most romantic part a scattered mind opens the lock to the devoted, buried feelings and patterns repeating
10.
Taking all your burning lust its sullen touch, it’s destruction you'll sorely land on and learn to understand why darkness taught the meaning of the untouched, foggy feelings all the nights absent minded, blinded by the fire I know you know that feeling There was a ranger with an energy so divine in the dark caves they climbed with the echoed sounds as their guide a rift between eternal minds and the material drive left us locked down here until the end of time to question if they would come back to tell us what is like above the towering rock so vast there was a mage with the power of flame banished away for their connection to this fiery rage that transcended the fire we all desire and openly admire, oblivious to things we obey Ever since I found out about this world above the ground I’ve dreaming to get out and learn to understand why darkness taught the meaning of the untouched, foggy feelings all the nights absent minded, blinded by fire I know you know
11.
Flame 03:48
The fire swept up our eyes Our attention tethered to the night All the way at the top I could see the smoke I could of dream a world That I would like to know Your memory is sounding all through the house And you’re ringing that bell Beneath the wounds I’ve never felt We ran fast through the setting hour the fire shed its body it’s erratic powers you stopped and asked, “do you believe in me? what I offer to this world will set me free” you could sense this relationship between us and the flame it’s elusive shape, it’s roaring sound the fire we hold, I can feel it now the night leads us to what we cannot see or what we’re afraid to believe in but I am better than I was Sometimes fate is just A door we close Waiting to be alone All the way now All the ways I’ve met you before You can want it more But forever you will find There is only one thing on your mind I can feel the fire The flame rolling in my chest Every trial we put to rest All the way now All the ways I’ve met you before

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Songs written and recorded December 2022-December 2023 in my South Philly apartment.

Thank you to my friends and family for cheering me on!

Ness<3 thank you for listening to countless drafts and ideas

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released March 15, 2024

Music/Mixing: Luke Petela
Mastering: Dave Downham (Gradwell House)

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